For now, I feel like an old party balloon; Spongy and listless. I am mentally drained . Life is like a monotonous melody that keep on playing the same few keys in me. Wake up, school, remedial, back home, nap, dinner, homework/revision and back to sleep again. And now, sleeping has become my only way of escape. What should I do now? Keeping my fingers crossed hoping that the big O' says bye to me- though it hasn't begun.