Results is the motivation, not the discouragement

... Yup I got back my results script last Friday;at the hall, except for social studies, i think the scripts were not yet been marked, but that's okay because it's just a waste of time taking back the shitty paper. OMG! I failed my English again especially for paper 2, i got 16/5o, 'sob sob' it's really horrible and terrible. For Math, I failed my paper 2 too, 42/92 but I still pass ultimately, with a 51/100; For Science, I failed my Chemistry; and that's the 1st time I failed and for PoA, though I scored well in paper 2 but I flunked my paper 1 18/40. In the end, I got a B4, and that's quite amazing, because i am the second highest and the highest, Cynthia who scored 8o. WOO! Now I could really see the big difference between N level and O level. It's easy to scrape through in N level, in terms of the marking scheme. Both N and O level may ask you the same question but O expect a higher level of thinking. Thank Goodness,there's one more year to my O level. So,I've decided to lock myself for 1 year until O level 2008 marked the end.
YES! MY LEARNING PACE MAY BE SLOWER THAN OTHERS, BUT I AM NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP ON MYSELF.