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Hey, you know what. I'm lacking of language to write this post. Much things to say but nothing to write...

There is no doubt in my mind

There is no fear of belief
There’s just this cold reality That wants to take me away from You There is no doubt in my mind That in Your perfect time Your plans and Your ways will unfold.

Some say we need a miracle
Some say there’s no hope at all
But I know Your love is strong, it goes on and on and on and on
Rise up when it gets us down
It’ll be the voice in a blaring crowd
Because we know Your love will lead us home It goes on and on and on and on…

Found this song through youtube by chance. As I read through the lyrics, I was slightly taken aback because these are words that speaks out my feeling and determination to stand firm in my spiritual walk because Satan is near. I know it's going to be tough but I've a giant walking along with him. One day, my prayer will come true, my parents will be saved and one day... He'll lead us home.

AMELIA EARHART. Truly inspired.

" Why do you want to fly?"
"Because I want to be free."

Ever since Amelia had started showing in the cinema, I hadn't had a good chance to watch this movie. Not until last month where I watched this movie on board. The movie was not well rated but what's more important is about the truth of story. Where this amazing woman who devote herself in her aviation career but sadly, she went missing and was declared dead 2 years later.
I was affected by the truth of the story even after the show has ended. Her partner, Noonan and her both went missing over Pacific Ocean, on their way to Howland island (the island near which lies between Hwaii and Austrailia).
Despite being sad by the airplane tragic, I was quite inspired by her dressing and style and her spirit in aviation career.
I was overly inspired and crazy about her that I remembered the time at HK H&M, er-jie showed me an aviator hat and I almost went crazy with it and shouted "AMELIA" "AMELIA". Little did I know that there was a caucasian standing beside me and was laughing at me.

Someone to be missed dearly

Someone beside me is missing and I feel quite empty now cos she's away to Europe for and it's the first time she's away to another strange piece of land for 16 days ,without us.
16 days without someone sharing the "king size" bed with me for 10 years, without someone beside my desk and sharing the same odd jokes and pestering each other and big fights that we had.
Spent my night with DA-jie. She came over to my room to sleep over. Gosh. She's a Thumbelina. She brought in 5 pillows to my room. And now, she's blaming me cos I pass the bad flu to her. I know it's my bad but I'm also a victim.

What a wacky sisters that God has given me!

Because of all these changes

I wonder why reality has changed you so much. You weren't like this before. We were good childhood mates. We are sisters. Remembering the good times when we did schoolwork together, played together, get scolded together, laughed together.
If only reality has not been harsh on you, will you be like that? If time were to be back again, will you still choose this path?
It just hurt when see all these changes in you. Everyone is waiting for you to turn back but why do you still insist on your way?

Onward

DREADED

Stomach is churning just like the pieces of clothes that are twirling in the washing machine. ARGHHH!!! Shouldn't have drunk coffee just now cos I couldn't sleep now and my stomach is still churning.
School tomorrow. Tough week ahead cos projects are piling up. Gosh! Will I survive until next Sunday? I hope so...