First Voice

I'd want to spend my afternoon like this

2010-08-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'd love to have more afternoons spend like this. A cup of coffee, a piece of cake and a great companion will satisfy your whole afternoon.

All-dressed-up!

A closed up before setting off

Cheese Carrot Cake from Pacific
Coffee Company.

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The book which enlightens

2010-07-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

"Boy meets girl" is a cliche title to carry around and read in the public transport and even in school. Your kaypoh neighbours in the bus would peep into your book just like how our dear aunties and uncles like to peep from the office boy's "The newpaper" headline in the MRT. During Gems class today I took out the book again to pick up the storyline againwhile waiting for the lesson to start. Just as I was at my peak of my concentration, my classmate, Kenny who was sitting beside me asked, "Is that a love story that you're reading? What's is it about? Can I see the title" I was reluctant to say the title cos it is an hackneyed phrase.
But I tell you, I've never find myself reading a book so hungrily that I read 60 pages in a day. What interest me is not about how marvelous the love stories are, I'm looking more forward to see how the Master puts two together, how couples enjoy the journey of courtship and not dates. One thing that struck me the most about this book was about the "potential boyfriends or husbands". That paragraph was just there for me as I always have these categories in my mind which are useless. To be myself and naturally just like friends.
For those who have someone in mind like me, Don't hide your feelings from God cos He wants you to tell him how you feel. And lastly,
" Do not be anxious about anything, but everything in prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus"
Philippians 4:6-7
Blessings

Gimme hope Kaka

2010-06-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

I'm still quite affected by the match between brazil and north korea. It was well expected that Brazil would win over north korea. It was a sure win match as expected but it was kinda a disappointing match cos it shouldn't be a 2-1 win over. I thought brazil would sweep off north korea with a 3-0 at least. Besides, I'm upset that Kaka wasn't at his best performance that night (sighhh...) Hope that he'll be better next round this sunday.

Gilberto backs kaka to shine, so do I.

Oh well, kudos to north korea. Defence is the only solution in this match and they managed to slip off goal keep's guard once ( kudos to the striker yun nam)

An ardent supporter of kaka

Couch potato

2010-05-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

One litte, two little, three little red dots seem to have subsided after a week. Just the week before, I was sitting down on my bed crying over few red dots I found on my hands. But well, not because of that few little red spots (literally), it's because of my fear that i couldn't catch up with the lessons. I know I sound like some "scholars-wannabe" but I really couldn't understand certain modules right from the start of the first lecture, esp (MBW-measurement of building works) AHHHH!!! that's a total killer.
Oh well, I've been a couch potato that spends 90% of a day lying down on the sofa feeling so restless and drowsy cos of that "after-drug-effect". I've always managed convinced myself that I need plenty rest and that "now" is not the right time to study...
Feeling good now is a bad omen I guess.

my-my

2010-05-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

Spend a good Friday sleeping and resting, wondering why the fever's back. Was it yesterday's hospital visit? Or it's the fact that I didn't finish the medicine given on Tuesday on time? Seriously, no idea why it came back.

Empty note

2010-04-04T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hey, you know what. I'm lacking of language to write this post. Much things to say but nothing to write...

There is no doubt in my mind

2010-03-09T05:43:00.000-08:00

There is no fear of belief
There’s just this cold reality That wants to take me away from You There is no doubt in my mind That in Your perfect time Your plans and Your ways will unfold.

Some say we need a miracle
Some say there’s no hope at all
But I know Your love is strong, it goes on and on and on and on
Rise up when it gets us down
It’ll be the voice in a blaring crowd
Because we know Your love will lead us home It goes on and on and on and on…

Found this song through youtube by chance. As I read through the lyrics, I was slightly taken aback because these are words that speaks out my feeling and determination to stand firm in my spiritual walk because Satan is near. I know it's going to be tough but I've a giant walking along with him. One day, my prayer will come true, my parents will be saved and one day... He'll lead us home.

AMELIA EARHART. Truly inspired.

2010-03-07T08:35:00.000-08:00

" Why do you want to fly?"
"Because I want to be free."

Ever since Amelia had started showing in the cinema, I hadn't had a good chance to watch this movie. Not until last month where I watched this movie on board. The movie was not well rated but what's more important is about the truth of story. Where this amazing woman who devote herself in her aviation career but sadly, she went missing and was declared dead 2 years later.
I was affected by the truth of the story even after the show has ended. Her partner, Noonan and her both went missing over Pacific Ocean, on their way to Howland island (the island near which lies between Hwaii and Austrailia).
Despite being sad by the airplane tragic, I was quite inspired by her dressing and style and her spirit in aviation career.
I was overly inspired and crazy about her that I remembered the time at HK H&M, er-jie showed me an aviator hat and I almost went crazy with it and shouted "AMELIA" "AMELIA". Little did I know that there was a caucasian standing beside me and was laughing at me.

Someone to be missed dearly

2010-01-30T06:54:00.000-08:00

Someone beside me is missing and I feel quite empty now cos she's away to Europe for and it's the first time she's away to another strange piece of land for 16 days ,without us.
16 days without someone sharing the "king size" bed with me for 10 years, without someone beside my desk and sharing the same odd jokes and pestering each other and big fights that we had.
Spent my night with DA-jie. She came over to my room to sleep over. Gosh. She's a Thumbelina. She brought in 5 pillows to my room. And now, she's blaming me cos I pass the bad flu to her. I know it's my bad but I'm also a victim.

What a wacky sisters that God has given me!

Because of all these changes

2010-01-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

I wonder why reality has changed you so much. You weren't like this before. We were good childhood mates. We are sisters. Remembering the good times when we did schoolwork together, played together, get scolded together, laughed together.
If only reality has not been harsh on you, will you be like that? If time were to be back again, will you still choose this path?
It just hurt when see all these changes in you. Everyone is waiting for you to turn back but why do you still insist on your way?

Onward

2010-01-15T08:18:00.000-08:00

DREADED

2010-01-10T09:21:00.000-08:00

Stomach is churning just like the pieces of clothes that are twirling in the washing machine. ARGHHH!!! Shouldn't have drunk coffee just now cos I couldn't sleep now and my stomach is still churning.
School tomorrow. Tough week ahead cos projects are piling up. Gosh! Will I survive until next Sunday? I hope so...

Sleeping Beauty

2010-01-01T07:53:00.000-08:00

Rosalia Lombardo
Have you heard about her?She is one of 2,000 mummified bodies buried in a catacomb at Palermo, Sicily.

She died at the age of two 1920 and is still well-preserved till date. She looks like a little princess sleeping. Hence, receiving the name " Sleeping Beauty". With the huge ribbon above her head and body covered by the blanket really make her look as if she's still sleeping.
Supernatural and creepy? And now my wonders begin. Wondering how she died, her family and how did her father approached the embalmer and how did he embalmed her. The most beautiful mummy I've ever seen. EVER.

Taste the Great.

2009-12-31T09:58:00.000-08:00

1 January 2010. 01/01/10. 01-01-2010. 01/01/2010.

For in case, you're wondering, I'm just getting use to the new way of writing the dates. The world is moving on to 2010 when America's clock strikes 12 a.m. Half the world is sleeping, half the world's awake.
Just a note of evaluation for year 2009, blessed year by God in terms of time and finances. Thank God for the time in GB, ALAZ, SPCF, Studies, bible study, tuition, family and friends. Thank God for everything. Truly, I'm so blessed by the people around me. In the beginning of year 2009, I was questioning God about the difference between Wisdom and Intelligence and I've come up with a conclusion about Wisdom. To end this LONG-WINDED note here, Wisdom is to act in the will of God, seek for His wisdom.

This, this is Christ the King

2009-12-25T09:45:00.000-08:00

Blessed Christmas!!

For to us a child is born, to us a Son is given.

This Christmas was a busy but meaningful one. Reminiscing the Christmas events that I had, I'm getting grateful for what has been done for this Christmas, and... the gifts that I've received in this blessed Christmas.
It all started with caroling at Joyce's shop on the 23rd. Disperse crowd was upsetting but as I was singing, somehow, I was reminded that we have a purpose for this caroling and the purpose is Christ, the son that is given at no cost. Yep, despite the disperse crowd, I really enjoyed the caroling.
I could only express how great was the candlelit service on 24th in just one word. Wonderful. This year, I finally brought my sister to church. She seemed normal, but I could feel that her heart was filled with Thanksgivings. Thanking God for what has done for her. After the service, everyone went down for refreshments and there, I received Christmas gifts and blessings from all the sweet ones. And then the night began. We left church before the clock struck 12 for movie with the QLC youths. SHERLOCK HOLMES. There were more than 20 of us watching and we occupied almost 3 rows of the cinema seats. After the show, it was already half past 2. For once, I was allowed to stay out late at such hour. Took a lift from Josiah and reached home at 3. So, did a preparation for Christmas service and finally get a good rest at 4.
Woke up at 8, brushed up, get set and flet home within 30 minutes for dance rehersal and preparation at 9. Service at 1045 and we had a performance item during the service as follows. CAPTIVATE US.

After the service, went for caroling at uncle young kwang's house. It was touching to sing for them when they wanted to dedicate one of the dialect song for their granny. I felt so welcomed by their warm hospitality.

Chilled out at island creamery with Chongs, Huiling, Yaps, and Jon Snr. A scoope of soursop sorbet and little talks enliven the day.
Shared Christmas evening with relatives at Yen Ling's place. Ended Christmas by opening up gifts with my sister that's all for Christmas.

2009-12-20T23:13:00.000-08:00

Long awaited holiday

2009-12-16T07:16:00.000-08:00

Term test was over, holiday is here.

The long awaited holiday is here again. It's time for my brain to replenish it's brain cells again before the last term comes. You know what? During the second day of the camp, While I was brushing my teeth in the morning, I've got a shocked by what I have seen in the mirror- EYE BAGS. All because of burning midnight oil for the past fews.
I have a bad feeling that this term test may turn me down when I receive back the all the papers. If I ever have a choice, I would never want to take back my auto cad results cos I screwed up that paper. Totally.
Sighh...
Anyway, on a happier note, I really enjoyed myself in the camp- CROSS-I...

A call to serve

2009-11-27T08:57:00.000-08:00

How amazing it was?

2009-11-18T10:13:00.001-08:00

Tell me tell me!!!
Why am I so addicted to youu!

2009-11-17T09:02:00.000-08:00

Am I leading a focus life? Or am I swaying around on the street like a drunkard? I feel so low now.

DEJA VU

2009-10-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

Experienced deja vu this afternoon during auto cad lesson. It was our first lesson in the lab but I felt so familar to that place as if I've been there before. Anyway, we had briefing over there and my intuition tells that this module is gonna be a tough one though i don't trust my intuition. Yeap, but no matter what, I'll just try my best.
Oh yes! I've gotten back my law and E.C.T paper. For those who do not know what's ect, it's actually elementary construction technology, the module is all about drawings and memorising. Both papers are the year long module. So, it was not calculated in the GPA. I got 87 for E.C.T and 79 for law. Yes, I'm happy for my E.C.T because I always had a hard time with drawings. For those who know me well, you know pei qi couldn't draw. However, not all credits goes to me because there are some people who had helped me along the way, even before the exams. Especially Fuji, he took all effort to travel from the east to sp, just to teach for that few hours. Thank God for him. For law, I'm one mark away to an A. Though it was good enough, I felt so shacked.

The rain pounds quietly against the glass

2009-10-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

It's raining softly outside. Rain drops are pounding quietly against the window. I'm sitting in front of this computer, posting this entry and listening to the rhythm of the rain, at the same time. Cool weather makes my day. Thank God, I'm at home now.

King of lizards.

2009-10-14T10:20:00.000-07:00

The KING of lizards ran across my sight frantically just now, as I switched on the lights, planning to get some water for sis. Gosh! He was super mega ultra big. Twice the size of normal lizards. I guess he was waiting for his army to get him food but I don't think there will be food for him tonight cos everything has been cleared already. MUAHAHA. Their party tonight will be canceled. Just too bad for you, king of lizards.

Pei qi is turning into a fat monster soon.

2009-10-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

It's true, it's true! Pei qi is turning into a FAT monster soon.
Had been attending lots of gatherings and celebrations. EAT and EAT and EAT non-stop. Just came back from class gathering at Sylvia's condo. It was a BBQ session and yep, had lots of fun there. And now, my stomach is filled with lots of stingray, some crabsticks, hotdogs , a fillet, marshmallows and 2 chicken wings. Gosh, my stomach is gonna burst soon. Real soon.

Photos will be up soon.

Rain please ask the Sun to set my Heart aglow.

2009-10-10T00:01:00.000-07:00

My eyes are dry now, maybe because of the weird weather. It was raining this morning but then it turn sunny around noon. Oh well, the weather clearly shows my mood today. I'm not sure why. I'm sad at this moment just like the dark clouds spreads across the sky. After the rain, the sun comes back and I'm happy again.

Woke up 15 minutes before the alarm clock rang. I'm reminded myself not to turn in to bed again cos I always do that. Okay. Finally I'm early for dance today as I was the first to reach. Had my breakfast at the little corner while waiting for them. That's where I got a little emotional while listening to the rhythm of the falling rain.

Felt better after the dance as we celebrated Joyce birthday. Happy birthday Joyce, thanks for all the encouragement that you have given to me. Thanks for comforting me. Your lovely smile was my solace- with lotsa love.

There's no such thing as permanent in life. Things got to move on eventually.

2009-10-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

This is my second post of the day. My first post was just less than 5 hours ago. Life's good now, no agenda to chase after, no tutorials, no project work and no more assignment to deal with. I hate that hectic life though it makes life useful. School is starting soon but I'm not going to count down for that.

Enough Enough Enough

2009-10-08T02:56:00.001-07:00

Enough please. I've been eating mooncakes for breakfast for the past few days since last Sunday cos we have to clear the STOCK. The best mooncake that I had was the durian mooncake from goodwood park. It was simply-- AWESOME. The rest sucks.
Having mooncake for breakfast is a NONO, it's super mega ultra rich. The smell is still in my mind since morning. YUCKS! Not going to eat that again for tommorrow morning. Please~
Time now is 18:15, having dinner soon but I'm craving for mac breakfast. Weird stomach, but I haven't had mac breakfast for since school ended.
One fine morning, I was late for law lecture. So then, I decided to skip the class and went to eat mac breakfast in school. I'm lovin' it.

Gloomy Night. What were you doing?

2009-10-03T02:09:00.000-07:00

Went to watch (Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs) yesterday with Alicia, sis and Daniel. Ghees! Thanks for the movie treat. I was so lucky to get a movie and supper treat from them as I called my sis at the right time- just before she knocked off yesterday.
So I met them at lot 1. Supposed to meet at 8.30 but i was late for half an hour due to some reasons. We stopped over at newton food centre, and it's where I got so irritated by the seafood stall vendors. Just don't like the way they pull customers. So they had their dinner while I had my supper there.
We reached ps at about 10. The movie started only at 11.10, so we went to toastbox for coffee session and then we proceeded to the cinema.
Had a great time watching the movie. It was hilarious. Before I end this entry, watch this trailer please and you'll know why.

Wonderfully awesome!

2009-10-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

I'm watching Moonlight Resonance (家好月圓). For goodness sake, I'm watching this hongkong drama for the second time. Apparently, the storyline is far better than Heart of Greed (溏心风暴). Besides one is selling mooncake while the other is selling abalone, they reshuffle the roles from heart of greed. The drama is simply AWESOME!
I hope to finish the drama again before lantern festival comes.
I began to fell in love with Hong Kong drama after so many years cos firstly, I find that it's less addictive as compared to Korean and Taiwanese drama. Secondly, hongkong drama is more family-oriented! Korean and Taiwanese drama will just make me fell in love with the male character and wondering in my LALA land and stay right in front of the computer screen for long hours before I could stop it and go back to life. Local drama is abit off sometimes.
Okay, enough of comparing. Here is my favourite part of the drama. Looking for this like SUUUPPPERRR ~~ long.Enjoy!

It's always so sweet to have a family. Thank God for giving me a family!

Monotonous life...

2009-09-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

Oh well, I'm back to blogging. Simply because I've got nothing to do and I'm decomposing soon. Supposed to have tuition tonight but it was cancelled cos Daiman have something on tonight which means I'm free tonight which means I'm going to rot tonight which means I'm decomposing tonight.
Oh yes! I've just thought of something important to do tonight. My bible study questions!!! I've read the chapter; story of Rebekah, her love story with Issac and her deeds.
20 more days to school reopen but I'm still not ready for next sem. I don't know why. Maybe because I hate lectures, I hate assignments, I hate projects, I hate mugging and more and more. But, life has to go on...

EIGHTEEN FALLS ON TWENTY-FOURTH

2009-09-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

Couldn't believe that I'm 18 now, legal to do what was illegal 1 week ago. Thank God, for letting me be born and taking care of me. I'm well-fed. HAHAHA!!

Yep, celebrated birthday with Christina and both families at Dempsey on 20-09-2009 last Sunday. The whole evening was AWESOME!

At Long Beach

P.S Cafe

Monday- Rotted at home
Tuesday- Went to service my laptop with Man Jing at Funan
- Had teabreak at citylink starbucks
- Was late for tuition
Wednesday- Checked my results in the morning. GPA- 3.35, phew! I was quite amazed that I got A for my building material application because for the semestral exam I lost 20 marks cos I omitted the last question which costs 20 marks. Thank God! Thereafter, I met Mindy for lunch at 12.30pm. We went to billy bombus for that 1 for 1 set lunch. Thanks for the treat. GHEES!:) So we went to church as she explained some of the admin stuff to me.
Thursday- was my birthday. Went to church for bible study with mdm Pei Ern and had breakfast with her after the lesson. Supposed to meet Hui Wen but she was working for F1 event. So ended up meeting Man Jing to gym.
At night, went to jurong point for dinner with my family at ichiban and then...

Friday- Went to sports complex for swimming with Man Jing though I don't know how to swim.

2009-09-11T08:59:00.000-07:00

Monday- Suffered badly from food poisoning. Supposed to meet up with cell mates for picnic
Tuesday- Rested at home. Recovering state.
Wednesday- Met up with mdm pei ern and then manjing for shopping, again.
Thursday- Woke up, went out with sis for lunch at billy bombus, alicia joined us for "kopi session" and shopping
Friday- Spent almost a day at yishun civil defence fire station for the course.

Stomach has been churning like the washing machine. Wondering what's inside my stomach for the past few days, as if there's an elephant inside. Went to Yishun Civil Defence Fire Station with 5 girls, Jeslin, Jie Yi, Dawn, Michelle and Sheena. It's the same course that I attended last month... same modules and gosh, it's the same first aid instructor- with that same broken engRISH... yeap. I had a hard time listening to his lecture.

Legendary... Once in a century

2009-08-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

Sunday 23 August 2009. Cloudy and cooling day.

Wake up, drag myself to the toilet and was half-asleep while brushing my teeth. Yeap, made up my mind to follow my sis to st. mary cos I had to be back home early to study for the exam before we went out to attend a birthday party. (SUPPOSEDLY)
Unfortunately, we didn't make it for the party at last. Simply because we couldn't find the chalet. The given address was 10 Changi coast national service resort. haha!! despite having all the resources GPS, call-help and road map and we even tried to ask the security guard at national sailing centre, we spent 2 hours going around changi coast and the funniest thing is that we ended up on the same loop near national sailing centre not once, not twice but THRICE. All of us were duper irritated. Especially PAPA. He was hungry ( A hungry man is an angry man).
Yeap, in the end, we found the place. It was actually SAFRA! but they just renamed it as national service resort. Should have keyed in SAFRA country club instead of what 10 changi coast... We were struggling and arguing whether to go or not. Yeap, we managed to find the place BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT TO WASTE THAT 2 HOURS OF EFFORT.
By the time we reached the what they known it as national service resort, the party ended. We were listless and hungry by then. All my relatives came out and we met at the carpark. It was really embrassing as they started to ask why we couldn't find the place. The reasons were too complicated and the place is too remote.
1. "Coincidence"- phone rang. my sis was talking over the phone while my eldest sis was over the phone to find the place too. In the end, the one trying to navigate my dad lost her words. Missed the turn.
2. Missed the same turn... Supposed to drive under the bridge but dad drove...

Sense of accomplishment

2009-07-23T09:20:00.000-07:00

Thank God for making today possible. Good weather, nice food and great bonding. Perfect!

Today it's our turn for community service project work and we are really fortunate to have Christian outreach to the handicapped to work with us, to accomplish our project. Though it's a short day, it is meaningful to all of us there. We had a pinic at botanical garden with the client and the teachers. We were having a good time of bonding with the people.

Right at the start we were having difficulties in finding homes. Supposedly, we had to find a home before the term closed but in the end, none of us bothered to find a home until the first week of the school term started.

It was not until I stumbled upon my facebook homepage where I saw Faith's post. I clicked on the tab and found that the 19th coy girls were doing some kind of community work at the home and somehow I saw the organisation's facebook account. So from there I tried to contact with them through email and they replied.

Initially, I thought that it was a physically handicapped home but one of the staff minded me that their clients were actually intellect disabled. Amazing.

For whatever reason, I got the idea of having a pinic with the people and thought of doing some drawings and colourings over there. God's wisdom, I think.

Planning was the most tedious job after all because it takes us several trips from Sp to Tampines and on Tuesday some of us also went to botanical gardens to recognise the place and to check whether the place is toilet accessible or not.

Thank God! Through His grace, everything goes on smoothly and perfectly.

F is for Food. I for Ice-cream. D is on diet.

2009-06-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

I have put on some weight after enjoying so much of good food during the festive season- Fathers' Day. For goodness sake, we had 2 celebrations as 2 fathers have been complaining over the years that their celebration was always a 2 in 1 celebration as their birthdays falls around the corner of father's day and it was just so coincedental that both fathers had the same complains throughout the years despite having to know each other in these recent years.

21 July 2009

27 July 2009

These are the pictures taken (to mark as evidence) that indeed they had 2 celebrations. Ghees!

After enjoy so much of good food. Oh man! I hate to accept the fact that I have put on extra weight and opps! just had ben and jerry's ice-cream at night safari less than 2 hours ago.

Spelling the word- Faith

2009-06-24T10:57:00.000-07:00

Had a meaningful long cafe talk at aunty Betty's house hours ago. It's a "ladies" night dicussion since uncle went to sleep.

Definitely, I had learnt alot throughout the session. It was a random chat at the beginning but slowly, as we get into the topic of guys and men, we began to talk about godly man. Henceforth, we talked about christianity and so on. She shared lots of her real life experiences with God and how her family became christian and how did her husband( uncle) became a christian 5 years ago. Indeed, God performs miracles and magics if we have faith in him.

As a young christian. I love to hear testimony from mature christians.Yes, one thing that I've brought home today is the value "Faith". I think accepting Christ is one thing but keeping faith in God is the true way to heaven.

BACK!

2009-06-18T09:53:00.000-07:00

Hola! I'm back!

Yeap! I'm enjoying holiday happily. I think I've found the answer about poly life. Yes! Poly life is fun but I didn't know it's stressful at the same time because right now, everything is on my own. Results, grade and gpa, everything is so individual which makes me feel oppressed.

Ghees! But at least, I still have friends around. yes yes! I simply love the idea of having monthly celebration. We have celebrated over 2 months, for 5 people. Cool! 15 more to go...

The story of three wise men

2009-03-24T00:28:00.000-07:00

Minutes ago, I just read about the story of the three wise men. The visit of the Magi. I'll just give a brief summary of the story.

These three wise rode westward searching fo baby Jesus, who had been born far away. Hence, they followed the star as they rode. At last, after two years of the wise men came to Bethelem where Jesus was born. The light of the star was still shining through the streets of Bethelem until it stood over a house. Upon arrival, each of them opened theirs gifts to Jesus. Gold, frankincense and myrrh. They were all precious gifts.

I think the story of the Magi is about the value of faith, patience and giving. Through faith in God, they knew that they were able to find Jesus. Two years was not just a long journey but a super long journey. We can do plenty of things within two years but why did the three wise men chose to walk this journey and continue to be patient as they allowed God to guide them through shining star. During the Jesus' time, gold, frankincense and myrrh were precious elements but the power of giving was so much valued that they gave their most precious things to Jesus.

SCANING SCANING AND SCANING. NOW IT'S STILL SCANING

2009-03-22T10:41:00.000-07:00

Waiting. Since I'm waiting for the antivirus software to scan the files, I'll do some blogging as well. Though it always say "No malicious objects detected" at the end, it has yet to kill the virus on msn! It really drives me CRAZY. For the past few days, I've been scaning for over hours but it's helpless. My friends keep reminding me that they have been receiving the virus message again and again.ARGHH!!! I know it's really annoying but I just couldn't help anything. I'm really sorry. I'll re-install my msn again.
2 Hours and 3 minutes... And it's still scaning like...

HELLO

2009-03-18T12:10:00.000-07:00

I've been staying and rotting at home for the past few days. I'm really bored. This is my daily routine: Wake up, eat, nap, online, doing some household chores (ordered by my mum) TV, dinner, online again and back to sleep again.

Less than a month later, school will be starting. I'm not excited at all, but rather, I am really afraid that I couldn't catch up the learning pace. Moreover, I'm a computer IDIOT. I can't imagine if one day my laptop were to breakdown during exams or anytime in class.

I went for the enrolment on monday morning. Everything was fine until the student card- making station. ARGH! The picture was taken and given on the spot. I don't whether I should laugh or cry at my own photo. It was really ugly. You wouldn't find anything that is uglier than it.

Then I proceeded to the next stage. CCA, cultural club and student union boothes were all there. Smart people, they made us (the new student) to walk through it before we proceed to the last station. Before I went through a haunted tunnel, I was determined not to join any of their camps or whatsoever if any were to approached me. However, God knows. I was defeated by one of the lady from the cultural club. I was defeated by her friendliness and spent $5 to join a weekend day camp.

Afternoon, I went back to school again with my dad to purchase the laptop. We spent quite some time to find a carpark. I know he was quite angry with me because I brought so much trouble to him and always like to do last minute work.

As we reached the roadshow hall, I approached the salesman from fujitsu and asked him about the laptop that I was recommended by Daniel. To my horror, it was out of stock an hour ago. I really feel like crying because it's a good bargain. So, I have to choose the next affordable one. So I chose the fujitsu lifebook. According to the salesman, that sold out laptop was from china and lifebook can last longer (at least 3 years). ( Hopefully what he said was true.)

Moreover, as I compared the weight difference, lifebook is lighter. It's 1.9kg while the sold out one is 2.5kg. I could really feel the weight difference. HA! That's soothe my dissapointment. =)

Lastly, I went to the post-configuration briefing where they thought us how to access SPICE account and recover when password is lost. Hopefully I'll remember it till the day I leave.

Though I'm going to a new school, I saw someone that I dislike during the day of enrolment and that makes me turn off. I don't know why, during school days she would use a weird expression to look at me as if I've done something disgusting and that really get me on my nerves.

Little Sharing 17 March 2009

2009-03-17T11:35:00.000-07:00

Today is my parent's 27th wedding anniversary. This year, due to the economic downfall, the celebration wasn't luxurious as compared to the past two years but it was still sweet and meaningful. Most importantly, the celebration included the three of us. HEE!

We had our "Long John Silver feast" as my mum had been craving for a long time. HA! After the dinner, we went to icing room and my sis bought a plain cake for them to decorate. Yep, so we left it for them to decorate on their own and we went for window shopping. After half an hour, the cake was "FULLY" decorated with hearts our names represented by alphabet letters. I was touch by their little deed. It tells me that the three of us are inside their picture and has made their marriage a complete circle throughout these years.

For the past two weeks, I asked God a question again as I flipped through the new testatment last Friday. I asked '' Why wivies are called to be submissive to the husband?" But as I think through silently, God gives the responsibility to man to build a family. If they commited a sin wife were to commit adultery, husband will have to answer to God before the wife. Just like Adam and Eve. ( commited a sin )

Drill Compettion

2009-03-16T09:52:00.000-07:00

HOLA! Our team, compromising of 19 girls and emerged bronze last Saturday. PHEW~! At last we got a bronze. Great job girls and let's look forward to the inter-UG competition next Friday.
On Saturday, we met at 10am in school and had our last practice before we set off to Nee Soon Camp at 12pm. The Sec 2s met us later at 11.50am.
As we get into the bus, the girls started to do their last minute touch up like polishing their boots, adjust uniform parts and tidy their hair. While our commander Min Hui was pretty stressed up.
When we reach the campsite, I had a nostalgia for our first drill competition. The place was the same but I was no longer a girl in the contingent competing but as an audience and helper watching the competition.
As a supporter of 9th coy, I felt nervous for the girls too. I don't know why.
After we alighted, the girls went to register their names and were directed to the first part of the competition: uniform inspection with Mindy while the rest of us: Miss Lee, Mdm Pei Ern, Rachel, Sec 2s and I went to the audience stand. However after a few minutes, I ran towards the inspection ground and witness the inspection. HA! Jia chyi's expression was really funny, She stood like the Mdm owed her $10000.
Just as one team before ours, the sun was really sorching and glaring. I was afraid that some of the girl's might not stand it because Abigail's boots wear off while Brigitte wasn't feeling well after the uniform inspection.

When team 21 was called to march in to the parade ground, I was really nervous and looked carefully to each one of their steps. Oosh! After they were commanded march out, I was relieved. Though there was a few mistakes but at least, it wasn't obvious. =)

Well, we went to New York New York to celebrate the hardwork paid off. Miss Song joined us for dinner too.

Hello!
What's Esther trying to do?

The ice-cream looked irresistable.
WAFFLE ICE_CREAM

Shin Yi went crazy.
The sweet one.

Mdm Pei Ern, Pei Qi and Jessica.
Good job Jessica. You didn't fail me

Candy Floss

Smile
Min Hui and Esther.
The small and cute ones.

Our drama queen
Raising candy floss in the air. WOOTS!
The group of sisters.

Drill Compettion

2009-03-13T11:06:00.000-07:00

It's 14 March 2009 2.06am now. 2009 GB Drill Competition is about to start in a few hours time and this is the day that I've been looking forward since the last drill competition ended. I was Sec 4 at then. Today, drill competition is back and it's about to say "HI" to us in less than half day time.
I am pretty nervous though I am not in the contingent because I do not want to get another CERTIFICATE OF PARTICIPATION again.
Yep! 9th coy brought COP back to school but I would dare to say that I was really happy because it was our first national drill competition. Everyone was fresh and new to the kind of GB national drill standard and we were competing with those big companies. With that setbacks and motivation, we earned ourselves 1st in our school drill competition 2007. ( But above all, we had to thank Hui Wen and Mdm Ruth for effort and patience. They had changed our history record in school)
This year, I hope that the girls could bring SILVER back to school.
Okay, I shall list all the 19 girls who will be participating in the drill competition.
Esther(thanks for coming back, your effort is greatly appreciated)
Sheridin
Hui Shi
Jia Chyi
Felicia
Xue Yi
Jessica
Melissa
Shin yi
Jenny
Zi Qian
Abigail
Hua Xiang
Brigitte
Li Hua
Pei See
See Min
Xin Hua
Rachel
and finally Min Hui (Our drill commander. Don't worry, you're doing great)
No matter what's the result, we will still celebrate at JP pizza hut.

Amazing Grace

2009-02-25T08:53:00.000-08:00

Ash Wednesday; it's the mark of lent season, it's a time for repentance, reflection and meditation of so much sins that we have done. After the service today, I was reminded of this song Amazing Grace.
Amazing Grace how sweet the sound
That save a wretch like me
I was once lost but now was found
Was blind but now I see
Twas grace that taught my heart and grace my fear relieve
How precious did that grace appear the first hour I believe
My chains are gone, I've been set free
My God, My Saviour has ransomed me
And like a flood
His mercy reigns
Unending love, amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His words my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

Korea and K.L Trip 09

2009-02-02T05:36:00.000-08:00

Day Three. At Kimchi school; where we learnt how to make our own kimchi but we couldn't bring back home because it takes at least a day to ferment. So, fermented kimchi would be sent to old folks home.

Lotte World. It's an indoor theme park.
Shopping spree at Dongdaemun.
First meal in Korea.
It's God's art piece. Wonderful and Beautiful.

Day Two. This is Nami Island. It leaves me a good and deep impression and I felt blessed there.
Day One. A picture taken before departure.

2009-01-16T08:44:00.000-08:00

Friends of the world! I'm back, after so much of suffering in 2008, I finally survive. I believe that for half of my blog entries, I had been complaining hard about my life. Well, it has finally paid off (except for my POA, I expected an A but it disappoint me with a B3). I've let down Mrs Kang totally, I've not guts to face her again. Other than that, I got a shock when I saw my combine science result was A2, because I flunk my science with a E8 during first term.
The release of results was announced on the 9th Jan. By then, I was in Korea, happily enjoying my life. I think at that time I was in Muju Resort, Skiing =) I didn't know 12th Jan was the Judgment day ( Release of O'level Results) Until Cherrie mass message everyone all the best for their results on the day after, but I was in Jeju Island already. I remembered that day I couldn't sleep well and was awakened when I reminded myself that day was the release of O'level results. I was afraid that my results would spoil my mood in korea if I did badly, so I decided to wait till my Korea trip ends. But in between, I asked Mr Chng how well did I do, he replied me with a " Pass all". Okay, at then my question was how well is it? I didn't asked him further because long distant text is damn Expensive. He needs money to buy milk powder for her baby girl: Cheryl.
So, I collected my results on 14Jan...
The only regret for me is POA. Otherwise, I would say that though my results are not very fantastic, but at least, it leaves me no guilt I would dare to say it's pure hardwork, I don't have any tutor to help me. Yes, I have to thank Daniel, my sister's bf who are willing to answer my physics question during late hours. I remembered that Man Jing and I had to stayed back late for rushing POA homework and even went bersek where we kept laughing doing funny things to entertain ourselves when we were almost stressed up. We resisted temptations where our friends went out for birthday party while we had to stay back late in school for Chemistry, physics consultations. Of course, we cried and I believe that God heard it and had rewarded us accordingly.

Shall post my Korea trip photos asap.
HA! Next trip is Berjaya Hills during Chinese New Year

Sec 5

2008-11-07T10:47:00.000-08:00

Yep, I would say that I feel quite demoralize and small being a sec 5 student at the beginning of the school year because there are teachers who look down upon us. Yes, I don't blame them for that because as compared to sec 4 express, in terms of academic wise,we are inferior. You wouldn't know how much discrimination we have suffered being a "NA" student. Sometimes, even though Man Jing and I have stayed back after school to look for teachers, they would usually help them first. Though, at the end of the school day, they did help us.
However, I didn't expect so much fun I have enjoyed in sec 5 too! Shikin was right, though sec 5a and b were separated by a partition, but funny and interesting things did happen like passing textbooks across, notes and letters. The most memorable event was the sports day where sec 5 won. I would never forget the words that Mdm Rosi said, " I was so proud of my sec 5..." And I know that she was waiting to see either Yao Jun or Li Bin to be the top student for O' level. Yep, I was also overjoyed when I saw Zul ran in the first. That's the spirit of sec 5.
Next, It was the operation clean up before the june holiday. After operation clean up the sec 5s were having lots have fun

The journey

2008-11-07T10:24:00.000-08:00

The journey

2008-11-07T10:11:00.000-08:00

I kind of fell in love with this song, I came across this song during our graduation ceremony. I think the song lyrics is kinda meaningful because it quoted that " When they are shining on my life, I can see a better day, I wouldn't let the darkness in." Yep this song also remind me of the song " Hero" and the composition that I have wrote before O ( It was an O'level English compo topic) Heroes are the ones who shine on our life, so that we won't let the darkness in.

The journey

2008-11-07T10:10:00.000-08:00

2008-08-28T08:42:00.000-07:00

YEPYEP, I'm rejuvenated after 6 hours of 'nap'. Finally, I am able to take a short break after this 1/2 prelim. But still, as what man jing and I have planned, we will be going back to school daily to do our hardcore revision. Mainly English, Science and Maths. No choice, but to mug very hard for this, especially for my English paper 1. I don't know whether I should laugh or cry at my poor written essays; my content was really amusing.
1 day away from Man jing's birthday-30 August.

2008-08-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

For now, I feel like an old party balloon; Spongy and listless. I am mentally drained . Life is like a monotonous melody that keep on playing the same few keys in me. Wake up, school, remedial, back home, nap, dinner, homework/revision and back to sleep again. And now, sleeping has become my only way of escape. What should I do now? Keeping my fingers crossed hoping that the big O' says bye to me- though it hasn't begun.

GB Reunion

2008-06-21T10:52:00.000-07:00

Our mini gathering had just ended few hours ago at flora vale. Despite alot of absentees but we were still having fun there.
Story starts here...
BBQ started at 6. My batch of khakis- Eunice, Emily, Daphne and Shu Yi were supposed to meet at the bus -stop near flora vale. Daphne was the first to reach (as usual, but due to some different frequency level, she waited at the opposite bus-stop.) Okays! then followed by me and Shu Yi. There after, we went to Emily's house while waiting for EUNICE! HELLNESS! We waited for one and a half hour and was partially oxidized.
kays, I was quite upset by the number of absentees because there were only 10 of us. Joyce( the senior whom graduated before I came), Esley, Hui qi, Miss Cheong (nope, I should call her Mrs Ho) Miss Tang, Eunice, Emily, Daphne, Shu Yi and me!! Having a great time of fellowship- basically updates about their poly life etc.

Shall upload the pictures next time round because Time now is 2.19am. School starts tomorrow after the long break. Yep, tomorrow is dad's birthday. yippes, big feast again, hope that dinner tomorrow will be at orchid garden. Dinner will be either be hosted by mummy or dad himself.
-- It really takes effort to hold up my eyes even for seconds-- TIRED>>>>

2008-06-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

Hereby to visit my rotting blog. So let me fill this post with words before dropping myself onto the bed.
June holiday is about to end in less than two weeks time. Yes, and O' level is about to say "HI PEI QI" in end October. It's quite torturous to face the same old textbook again and again, repeat and same sentences for umpteen times and yet nothing gets through my brain. GOSH GOSH GOSH!!! Can someone please invent a straight 'ACE' pill or some pills that can pass my O'level. I think by the end of the year, millions of my brain cells will be killed after too much of exertions. I've been thinking about giving up science (Chemistry) because I'm really cropped up by this year's topic, like chemical analysis.. All these are really ancient scripts; "TONGUES". I've yet to flip through the Ten years series (which I've just bought it two weeks ago) after knowing that I've bought the wrong TYS.
Okay, after so much of complaining. There's something for me to look forward too! Sports day is on this friday =). Just hope that it'll be bring noises, fun and all the 'crazy people' running about because nowadays JCC seems to be getting quieter after the renovation. Especially after call group. No more packet lunch for sale. Like past,now everyone has to go out for lunch again. But it's just TEMPORARY. 2nd level's toilet begins to be the most attractive site in JCC. That's weird. But seriously the toilet is much much more cleaner than before. The wall is tiled with colourful mosaic. Ironically, mph and sanctuary is still the same though it is held for services. It is still the old 80's style of designs. kay, that's just a simple weather forecast. And that's not the matter. The real matter is that God is always giving His blessings be it in JCC or other churches. So let's just pray that in any renovations or constructions that is going on will be safe under His hands!!!!!
Bye!

2008-05-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

2008-05-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure why I have a thankful heart now, feel like crying because I'm really touched when I was just browsing through Cherrie's blog. It was easter sunday; "went to JCC with fellow friends. They are Abigail, Esther, Yann ni and pris WE WENT TO SUPPORT PEI QI AS SHE WAS INVOLVED IN THE DANCE PERFORMANCE ... Yep, I'm really happy and touched( sorry! Limited vocab) when I saw this because I could really feel the love, care and concern from them. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!THANKS!

Obscence.

2008-05-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

See! That's my sexy leg.
I was browsing through Yun Ying's friendster profile and I saw my OBSCENE picture in her profile GOODNESS. I was sleeping like a...
Okay, i will feel bad if I continue to write bad about myself. Don't you think my sleeping post is SEXY. Love my ' PIG TROTTERS' leg, it's so damn sexy.

2008-05-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

Supposed to do steward duty with Min Hui but cos of cousin's 1st month celebration I didn't go to church. (Thanks Juliana for replacing my job). Promise to replace you when your duty comes. =)
Okay, just had dinner at turf city. Nice food. But I had a bad stomachache after the meal. Nothing to shop and buy there but my dad still manage to buy his "business" pants.

Now it's 10.45pm. I'm waiting eagerly for my sister to be back from Taiwan. Waiting for her PRESENTS.

2008-05-16T07:51:00.000-07:00

Almost killed a lizard just now while i was bathing.

Dear little miss lizard, I didn't mean to hurt you with the hot water but it's because you chose not to move out of my sight. Please forgive me!!! I know you're still hiding somewhere in the toilet but please migrate to somewhere else. Bye Bye. Hope that I wouldn't see you again.
pei qi

Relieve

2008-05-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

SNAP SHOTS

Messy room!!!

Wow... Today marks the end of my mid year examination ; POA paper. It's quite badly done because 6 out of 40 marks were gone down to hell and it is all about analysis question. Suppose to be easy but I think there's something wrong with my brain( maybe I was too sleepy; slept at three yesterday.) 100%-15%= 75%!!! No wonder Mrs Kang got a shock when she saw my paper. Anyway no point crying over the spill milk.
But, I'm finally relieved from stress temporary. Next stressful period would be from June all the way to October. NO break. So this few days I must really treat myself well before going into a next battlefield.

Intensive...

2008-05-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Intensive mother tongue will be starting in 6 hours time...
I'm quite unhappy about the arrangement this year because it will be held in the classroom( just like normal Chinese lesson) instead of having it in the mRL. I prefer mRL because it looks more like an intensive class, and the greatest thing is that everyone can choose to seat at random.
Dear Mr Chinese,
Please let me ace my Chinese this time round. I want it badly. I promise I'll love you now till 26 may 2008. I will kiss you and hug you.

The Omega

2008-04-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of my responsibility in GB, for I shall adjourn for the upcoming O' level exam.For next half of the year, I wouldn't be touching on anything regarding GB because I am getting tired and intolerant. Tired of putting on a pretentious mask, intolerant of the "contagious gossips". Enough of that please.
When I was in sec 3, I always thought that the sec ones would bring the greatest glory to the GB. But somehow, I am wrong. No doubt they are potential but successes does not come without character and attitude. 11/4/2008

Rainbow

2008-04-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

How can I define the word "success" and how can I define the word "HAPPINESS". Do money= success= happiness? Of course, after so much of real life examples from my relatives, I saw families who broke ties because of money and after all, I realize the importance of money. Money buys fame (face), money buys status and as a girl, I really love money because money is the main source for shopping spree. That's why I feel that education is important because with a good "certificate" I can get my fame, my social status and my "branded"clothings. EDUCATION= MONEY= SUCCESS= HAPPINESS. And that's what the present world taught us.
I define branded goods as a rainbow. No doubt rainbow looks angelic but bear in mind that rainbow is HOLLOW, we can't step on a rainbow or we can walk towards the rainbow and we can't depend on rainbow.

Shepherd of my soul

2008-04-03T10:42:00.000-07:00

Shepherd of my soul
I give you full control
wherever you may lead I will go
Be it in a quiet pasture
Or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Should I face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide...

Amen! I love this song deep down from the bottom of my heart. When I first heard this song in the kid's church, I was so impressed and touched by all the children who sang this song. Indeed it's a lovely song.
Right now, I'm facing problem of with my some people, though I am alone but I promise myself that I will not be lonely because God's guardian angel is beside me.
Of course, I am sad, not just sad, but heart-broken. I treated all of them as my little sisters, I sacrifice but none sees it

Leadership Conference 1 March 2008

2008-03-01T08:55:00.000-08:00

This would be my last leadership conference for my entire life (as a girl). Though I left half way through the conference, at least I have brought back God's love message home. The most inspiring speaker was Mr Glenn Lim. He was indeed a gifted leader from God. He gave a seminar on decision making.
Most teenagers are impulsive in their choices, they don't think( brain). Often, they fall into the trap of wrong decision because they decide based on gut-feeling/ instinct, through 'emotional decision' and typically the influence of friends. For instance, when teenagers face the decision over relationships, first comes to their mind is feeling, then under the influence of friends/ peer pressure and emotional decisions, and usually, girls would say a "yes" right after there.

However, He said that decision makings involves a PROCESS. We have to weigh the pros-cons and the cause effect and the benefits or even the long-term value. He taught us by using a STAR tool
S- Stop ( do not act yet)
T- Think (using brain) because feelings will deceive ourselves ultimately
A- Analyze ( * using compass)
R- Respond (appropriate actions)
Some people think that in order to succeed in life, we must be give the opportunities. But without a compass maps and opportunities that we have are useless, becasue we won't know how to navigate it. We analyze with our compass to make wise decisions. However, what is a compass in our real life?
COMPASS= VALUES (3Rs)
Respect- self- respect and self- control ( important for ladies)
Reverence - admiration
Responsibility- ownership
In life we will constantly need to fine -tune our (calibrate) our compasses by adding & strengthening our value system.

Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you... ( God plays a very important part in our life, only with God, things will then be aligned.)

Another speaker, pastor Loon talked about building relationships. It is always easy to break a relationship but it takes time and effort to mend it back. It is common to see many cases of divorces.Simply because the society has taught us the importance of MONEY yet it does not teach us the true value of relationships, now, even churches today begin to split their missionaries. In his talk, I've also learnt humility and pride. In the recent case about the terrorist who ran away form jail, Our minister of home affair, Mr Wong Kan Seng apologized for the lapse of security in as the cause for the escape of the terrorist. I'm thankful and grateful that he was apologetic because he dared to confess his own mistakes. Pastor Loon had changed my view of abortion. He said that he'll never accept abortion in his life in whatever reasons ; be it the baby would cause a life risk to his mum; deformations. It seems cruel but if we continue our faith in God, whom had promised us that one day everyone will still meet in heaven. So, there ultimately families will still reconcile in heaven. He also taught us the 10 commandments from God and had simplified it
1) be grateful- to our family. Do good instead of evil, and payback good for evil.
2) be faithful- shall have no other gods before Him
3) Be sound of speech
4) Time discipline- remember the Sabbath day. Work for 6 days and rest for 1day
5) Be submissive- Obey our parents
- it is not inferior but it's strength
6) Be forgiving- Whoever hates somebody is equivalent to murdering
7) Be pure - Especially for girls
8) Be generous- Even you have so much. Give. Do not steal
- Includes crying with people. Jesus cried when his friend died, though he knew
that he would raise him from dead.
9) Be truthful- Openness, there is nothing to hide between husbands and wives for their physical
bodies have been opened to each other.
10) Be contented - Thank God for what we have.

What's wrong with me ?

2008-02-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

God, tell me straight on my face, why is he so special to me. It's all my fault to start this by a crush last year. And I really hate myself for setting up this immersion and now I can't stop this love. Yesterday I was late because of him, a sweet dream that cause me to be late. Blame him all. I dreamt that we got together. God, are you kidding me by giving me such a GREAT dream. On Monday, as I opened my gate, I saw him coming down. I was really happy to see him. Actually I've thought of giving him a smile but I dare not turn even back and face him. At the playground, he met a sec 1 boy and gave him something( which I do not know either, it looks like a PE shorts) and I overheard their conversation. I was nearly melted by the way he talked to him. So polite and sweet.
God, I had never fell for someone who is younger than me before. He is the first and only one.To me, he is still a BOY. A lovable,cheerful and well-mannered BOY. Yes, I'm going to hold him in my heart until someone overtakes him.

Back to school

2008-01-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

My blog is rotting soon! So before it begins to rot like hell, I got to finish this

PULSE YOUTH CAMP

2007-12-18T07:51:00.000-08:00

" Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength, love your neighbor as yourselves"
Luke 10:27
Today marks the end of the pulse youth camp 2007. "Phew" it was finally over, but i was traumatized by my team leader because he was kinda disgusting and totally inefficient in leading the group. I think he got the wrong concept of being a Christian leader.
Christian leaders believe in serving their team members, who cares for their member, who are responsible, who eats the humble pie so on and so forth.
Seriously, he got the wrong concept of being a good leader, he just want to sit down and wait for others to SERVE him ( HELLO! THIS IS NOT A MILITARY CAMP PLEASE DON'T TREAT US LIKE YOUR SOLDIERS WE DON'T FALL IN, WE GATHER.WE DON'T SING ARMY CHEERS, WE SING CHRISTIAN CHEERS YOU CAN NEVER BE A CELL LEADER UNLESS YOU LEARN TO SERVE AS A CHRISTIAN LEADER)
My team members consist of 12 initially, Mandy was switched to Sarang ( the red team) Marcus was sicked, Pei Ern caught a fever the day after our meeting ( but she still joined us during the last two days) Ken was on army course on the third day and Raymond left for work on the second day, so we left 6 people in our team.
I think the three guys: Samuel, Ken and Raymond had really helped me alot in my later years of leading. Samuel is matured leader, he shared his own views of being a christian, his experiences with God.He served us drinks unlike my team leader bought us fruits and paid for our taxi fares . He did nothing at all!! Ken had helped us alot in game.

True beauties are hindered by awful flaws

2007-11-04T10:50:00.000-08:00

Today as I was having lunch with cell member, Johnathan brought up this common issue ; about teenage girls who are suffering under eating disorder such as bulimia; anorexia; , heard that those people who are suffering from eating disorder are mentally ill.
Well, to deepen the issue on eating disorder, I've also checked out more details on the net. Here it goes...
Bulimia is an illness caused by food binge( consume large amount of food) that are accompanied by a sense of lost control, which is often associated with depression. Bulimia victims usually vomit out their food to prevent weight gain.
Anorexia works very closely with Bulimia but it's just that Anorexia victims don't puke out their food, instead, they starve themselves. It begins with youngsters around puberty stage. They are usually skinny but are convinced that they are overweight.Weight loss is obtained by many ways. Some of the common techniques used are excessive exercise, intake of laxatives and not eating.. Weight loss is obtained by many ways. Some of the common techniques used are excessive exercise, intake of laxatives and not eating.

Anorexics have an intense fear of becoming fat. Their dieting habits develop from this fear. Anorexia mainly affects adolescent girls.

If bulimia is accompanied by anorexia, body weight may be extremely low.

It's quite devastating to hear that adolescent girls, (at my age) are usually the victim of this illness. Couldn't a teenage girl lead a healthy and cheerful sweet 16? Who should we blame then? Yep, I agree with Johnathan's words that it is actually media who convey the message to the public that skinny girls are more attractive and appealing.

TAXI DRIVER

2007-11-04T09:21:00.000-08:00

Today after the church service, I was struggling with bags of mess tin and some other camp stuff.
( I really had no choice, but to hail a taxi home). Well, I met this pessimist taxi driver who has been abusing his health by eating high cholesterol stuff; like the coconut drink despite having a kidney problem for 8 years. He's now in his 50s' and he said that it's enough for him, he is no longer afraid of death. I told him about my godmum's life story, I wanted him to realize that there are some other patients who are like him, or even worse than him. I tried to counsel him as much as I could( I don't know that works) but most importantly, I'll pray hard that the value of kinship will help him to pull through this hurdle, may his family be the source of his willpower to walk towards a pinky health. I will always remember his words, " STUDY NOW, BOYFRIEND LATER" :). He taught me to apply toothpaste on my pimples. I think that works pretty much!

2007-11-03T10:32:00.000-07:00

HI ! KNOW WHO I AM ? HAHAHHA

I LOVE YOU ! :DDDD

Sentosa Fun 2006 ( NOSTALgIA)

2007-10-28T13:08:00.000-07:00

!!! HOME SWEET HOME!!!

( That's when my ultra pimple is healing)

Fiona, Naomi, Shermain and Kerinda and I, went to sentosa. I enjoyed myself very much with them and everything went smoothly despite the rain and the shrouded cloud in the late afternoon. I think sentosa's kaleidoscope of different type of bondings, be it family bonding, they have palawan beach, mingering with casual friends they have siloso beach.When we reached habourfront, we took our budget lunch. After that, our sentosa trip starts! When we alight from the bus, we proceed on to palawan beach. Two of my sister's friend, Shermaine and Karinda went to the toilet to change their shorts, meanwhile, Fiona and Naomi went to buy a ball, they intended to get a volley ball but in the end they brought back an air ball. Next, we played "monkey" while we took some candid pictures. " Hey, the ball is floating on the sea water " From a far view, while Kerinda was trying to catch the ball, it got into the sea. The lifeguard helped us to retrifed the ball, at first,we thought that he was a "hunk" but Kerinda told us that he was an uncle. (wahahahax). The sun tanning part was shiok, but toturing we sun tanned for about 20 minutes. It makes me feel thirsty. On the way to the toilet we saw a cute little toddler( I think he is a mixed blood, his skin colour and hair looks like a Caucasian, his mother is a chinese. She speaks mandarin to his son.) While we were trying to take some pictures at the treasure box water fountain, he was so cute that he was trying to play with us using his little water gun. We tried to a picture with him but he was focusing on his gun instead of the camera. Due to our savage act, we finally got our ball flatten a little. We gave him the ball.He looks so happy.After we were cleaned, we were so thristy. We made our trip to seven eleven to buy some drinks. " hoo " it was so shiok to have a fizzy drink after sun tanning.We board the train and set off palawan beach to siloso beach to have our lunch, SAKAE SUSHI. We were the only customer there, and something which amazed we were that the conveyor belt were empty, this was the first time that I have seen a conveyor belt with nothing and it was still moving uniformly. Well, the waiter said that they were trying to make the food fresh for the comsumer, thats why we have had to order manually. We have six girls and we were all big eaters, we had, fried maki, soft shell crab handroll, fried tofu, kiasiage, chawanmushi, it's abit inspid,cha soba etc. We hit the target of 60 plus of coloured plates.While it was raining heavily I feel so lucky to be inside the shelter having a buffet lunch. And due to Naomi whiny voice we got mochi, counted with the buffet lunch.Towards the end we crowded outside the restaraunt to take pictures,and the waiters who severed us took with us too. We took all those funny pictures. The funniest one was when we take turns to imitate the girl who was sleeping on the sashay loungue. Her cap was covering her face.After stepping out of SAKAE SUSHI, we went to take the train to the transfer station at siloso and took the sentosa bus to the terminal and board the next bus back to habourfront. Our Sentosa trip ends here but up next is shopping time. We went to vivo city to take a good look at it. I was enthralled by the size of the shopping mall. We did not manage to finish the shopping mall as it was too big and we were so tired ,and it is linked to its neighbor harbourfront centre. We made our way home after walking for such a long time and I have one red hairband for myself from forever21.Its a wonderful day.

Pulse Camp 2006, NOSTaLGia

2007-10-28T13:03:00.000-07:00

Be careful of how you live-not as unwise but as wise, make the most of every opportunity because the days are evil. Ephesian 2:15-16.Before going to this camp, We were really reluctant to go for the camp as we thought that it would be a boredom throughout the 4 days.Honestly speaking, there were some programmes that makes me feel very dry and arid, eventually I fell asleep, esp for the message.I think for me, the most exciting game was " Are you ready" where we went to Orchard Road to play station game. I think it's not embarrassed to roar our cheerful in the crowd, in fact I think it's cool because it shows that we were united and steady. Well, in this game I found my group members were being cooperative as each of us did not grumble about the walking journey was a long mile. When we were walking in the wrong direction, Xiu wen pointed it out and all of us did not blame at each other, and continue our task actively. Hye Na had a gastric pain initially but she still manage to join us enthusiastically. I appreciate and admire our group's teamwork that's we deserved to be awarded the 3rd position. Not forgetting Wen Wei I really admired his versatile person because he would always be the one to share his idea to us regardless of drawing the flag, his idea for the skid. He was the one who exerted our scorings. As for Zachariah, he came from the boys school, so I think he may be shy by sharing his thought openly but I foresees his potential of leading. Up next, our group mentor Pei En, I admire that she would disclose her experience with us about BGR, when she was dating at that point of time, with her husband, Joseph( he is really a joker that outshine his jokes and laughter to the surrounding) anyways, may God bless them with happiness and eternity, they look compatible.Next, our group leader, Pei Yun, though she came in with Cherie in day 2 but we got clicked on within a few second . Though Cherie left us reluctantly in the next morning, but I find that she is an easy going person, friendly and influential person. For Pei Yun, she is really a good person, she was a responsible, caring, courages person, moreover, she had added spices to our group in order to make our more lively and cheerful. The last important person, Li Khim ( Ah Khim) our camp food committee member, the captain of 17th coy. Well, she is humorous and entertained us often.However, we didn't have much time to spend with her in the camp, for the games.Apart from my group member, I am really glad that I knew 2 more joker, Mei yi and Zhen Zhen. Through this camp, I had learnt a sense of leadership from Mei yi, I really admire her versatility. Nothing to descibe Mei Yi ,Zhen Zhen , Pei Yun, Wen Wei and Pei En as a born leader. I was thankful to God that He had made this camp a success and also thank him from teaching me leadership through all these people that I had learnt from and also thank you for allowing me to attend the workshop. Last but not least, Zhen Zhen, she is a great person indeed. I have never expected to click on with this camp commandant so easily, within a few second.Yes, I understood all the girls from the 17th coy, that they were lugubrious feeling about their teacher in-charge will be leaving soon. As gb 9th coy had experienced that too; I the beginning of the year we were being transferred to JCC as our former church was COGS.The Camp was AWESOME! :-D

I could Sing of Your Love Forever

2007-10-28T11:57:00.000-07:00

Hasn't been it a hectic schedule for the whole of October. Phew! I can now relax myself in a more ease off holiday. But I'll be still held out by the O level Chinese paper. Paper1作文 , 应用文 Paper2, 理解测验 and 理解问答, My worse section is always Paper 2 section 1, maybe it's because I've always spent too much time on Section 3, which is the comprehension part. So now, I've decided to plan meticulously on the time spent on each and every part of the paper.GOD HELP ME!!! I don't want to get another B4 again.

Wednesday 31 October 2007
8.30-10.30am Paper 1
12.30-2pm Paper2

Singing God's love has always been a great pleasure for all Christians during our worshipping in church's service, but how much value this time with God's presence? Do we love his name? Do we trust His name? Do we seek His name?Or do we even remember his name?
Now,True worship is to attribute worth to a real Being, one who is truly there and who is truly worthy.Though God is invisble, but he has always been here since Adam and Eve were born. The function of all believers is to learn about God, acknowledge him -- to ascribe worth to him, to reflect upon the value, beauty, and character of God. This is true worship.

Dear Heavenly Father,
I thank you for bringing me through the day and thank you for creating our family bond. Father, I continue to pray for my family's acceptance for Christ and pray that they'll grant my wish, that is; to go for service every sunday to worship you O'Lord. Father, You know that I doesn't have a glib tongue and a wide range of vocabulary to describe your power and glory on the Earth. I pray for my sister who'll be taking Maths exam paper 1 tommorrow and Tuesday. I pray that God You'll supply her with energy and necesseties formula and also help her to check for any careless mistakes that may affect her results. I pray for Man Jing for that her N level results will be as pleasing so that she'll be able to fight for her O level next year and Father, as You know she is working at Beetle bug, I hope that she'll maintain a good relationship with her colleagues. I pray for each and everyone living on the whole UNIVERSE!!! I pray that Father, you'll bless those who are suffering from contagious diseases, cancer. I pray that YOu'll supply them with advance medical treatment and their family support. For those drug delinquent, I pray that Father, you'll give them wisdom and at the same time seek your help and accept you as the YAHWEH of the whole universe.
In Jesus' Name
Amen!=)

2007-10-25T08:38:00.000-07:00

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for giving me a wake up call this morning, if not I'll be late again. Thank you for promoting all of us to sec 5 n and Father, I promise that we'll do a good job next year as we walk with You and allow all of them who reject you to come froth to you and seek your help . Father, I also pray for my friends who are taking back their results this coming December, I pray that they'll able to make a right decision for themselves, and for those who did their best, Father, I think that You'll reward them by giving them a good results with a good effort. Especially for Man jing who have been consistently striving hard for herself and always to prove herself to the best that she can be. Father, please guide her through this period of time as she's facing some relationship and family problem. I pray that Father that you would give her wisdom and righteousness to overcome this problem. Lastly, I pray for my family. I pray that my mom would be alright in letting me to go to church every sunday, I trust that You'll

LAST DAY OF THE SCHOOL TERM

2007-10-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of the school term. It's a BLISS that i didn't miss the bell again. But i was quite ashamed that I was among the few percentage of the school having a habitual late coming, when Miss Lau announced the statistic . So next year I gotta buck up on my sleeping order so that I wouldn't miss O level paper next year.
As we proceeded back to the class, Miss Chia announced that none of us would be retained or being recommended to take N level next year!!!Yep, I really hope that none of us would retain next year either but I also heard from Wei Zhao that since we are the last batch of this syllabus, they would be more lenient when it comes to marking or even moderation. BUT!! Should we not be complacent about it? it's rather risky for us because it's either hard or easy.
Operation Clean up was quite well done as and it's amazing that our class received compliment during the hall assembly. Thereafter, we headed to cafeteria for our class retreat. Canadian pizza and took a class photo but with the absence of Cynthia, Jing Lin, Maverlyn, Hanisah and Najihah.
It would definitely be a picture of nostalgia when we graduate next year. And Miss Chia would be leaving soon. She'll be going to teach the children in Thailand for about 2 months or less. Yep, I admire her attitude towards teaching, Teach not by credits and money but by faith. God bless !!

Results is the motivation, not the discouragement

2007-10-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

... Yup I got back my results script last Friday;at the hall, except for social studies, i think the scripts were not yet been marked, but that's okay because it's just a waste of time taking back the shitty paper. OMG! I failed my English again especially for paper 2, i got 16/5o, 'sob sob' it's really horrible and terrible. For Math, I failed my paper 2 too, 42/92 but I still pass ultimately, with a 51/100; For Science, I failed my Chemistry; and that's the 1st time I failed and for PoA, though I scored well in paper 2 but I flunked my paper 1 18/40. In the end, I got a B4, and that's quite amazing, because i am the second highest and the highest, Cynthia who scored 8o. WOO! Now I could really see the big difference between N level and O level. It's easy to scrape through in N level, in terms of the marking scheme. Both N and O level may ask you the same question but O expect a higher level of thinking. Thank Goodness,there's one more year to my O level. So,I've decided to lock myself for 1 year until O level 2008 marked the end.
YES! MY LEARNING PACE MAY BE SLOWER THAN OTHERS, BUT I AM NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP ON MYSELF.

Save The Earth!

2007-10-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

It was really scary to hear bad news about global warming from the national geographic.
"The planet is warming, from North Pole to South Pole, and everywhere in between. Globally, the mercury is already up more than 1 degree Fahrenheit (0.8 degree Celsius), and even more in sensitive polar region"
Yes, we all know that industrialization is the main cause of boosting the economy, and US is leading the global economy. However, Would US also take up the responsibility of contributing to the global warming of emitting the highest amount of Carbon dioxide and continues to generate the highest amount of greenhouse gas emission. It is also expected that China is going to overtake US in terms of their economy and also leading the country which emits most greenhouse gas .
Signals are everywhere! Sea level rise became faster over the last century.Precipitation (rain and snowfall) has increased across the globe, on average , and if this continues,

Sea levels are expected to rise between 7 and 23 inches (18 and 59 centimeters) by the end of the century, and continued melting at the poles could add between 4 and 8 inches (10 to 20 centimeters).
Hurricanes and other storms are likely to become stronger.
and many more!!

Therefore, it's time for us, as a citizens of Earth to do something about it.Let's start our battle with our daily live, maybe you would consider to use a compact fluorescent lightbulb instead of halogen because it uses 80% less energy than incandescent bulb or halogen bulb .

Car washing

2007-08-12T10:54:00.000-07:00

Today is a new start of the week.Well, I started off my week with car washing session with the church youth members. It was really a nice learning trip because I had never done car washing for any fund raising. I really thanked God for giving me this good surface to bond us together. I made five new friends today :) ]
Firstly, as usual I took a cab down to church and met priscillia for service in the morning. I love the worship session today, and the sermon was a pretty short one,that's why I didn't really get bored. Above all, there was no cell group meetings! YEAH =)
The meetings were being replaced by CAR WASHING! Though it was tiring, it was fruitful and fecund. Initially i was taking charge of splashing the water onto the car but I ended up doing all kinds of things, washing and polishing. The worst thing is ; I accidentally close the car's panel and hurt huiling's fingers. Clumsy me AGAIN...
After everything, I had lunch with priscillia in the nearby food centre (MEEPOK) actually it was not really nice. As I was waiting for the bus, I met mdm pei ern and her friends i think i can only remember Josel's name. =.( My memory was failing. They had their lunch and i think that's my tea break, in Delifrance.

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for this day. For You have made this day for us to gather at Your holy place as we sing praises to worship you, doing your favors that would glorify your precious name. Thank you for keeping me and my family safe and secure.
I ask Lord that you would watch over me tomorrow as I go for the immunization injection, and as I am going to replace my IC. I really hope that it would not need parental consent . Most of all tomorrow the results for my N' level prelims and O'level Chinese will be out tomorrow. I really hope that I could score well for both. It's going three! I have to sleep now. Goodnight Lord and help me to sleep soon.
Love you
In Jesus' Name
Amen!=)

WOES

2007-08-09T10:32:00.001-07:00

It's such a boring and restless day, can't help myself to wake up till 12 noon! Goodness! It has been a long time since I've been waking up late. I've been so busy for weeks, even for Sundays! Yes, I secretly attended church service with Priscillia at JCC and fund raising earlier on. OSH! Now it's my time to enjoy but losing my IC, passion card and ez-link card makes my head grow bigger each day. Who is my good sanitarian? I haven't informed my parents because I need to handle all by myself and God! I have came with a plan: I am planning to go to the ICA straight after the check us, or rather, the injection, to make another new IC. Now, I have to fork out $50:'(!!! I wonder why am I so clumsy? God HELP me !!

WOES

2007-08-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

It's such a boring and restless day, can't help myself to wake up till 12 noon! Goodness! It has been a long time since I've been waking up late. I've been so busy for weeks, even for Sundays! Yes, I secretly attended church service with Priscillia at JCC and fund raising earlier on. OSH! Now it's my time to enjoy but losing my IC, passion card and ez-link card makes my head grow bigger each day. Who is my good samitarian? I haven't informed my parents because I need to handle all by myself and God! I have came with a plan: I am planning to go to the ICA straight after the check us, or rather, the injection, to make another new IC. Now, I have to fork out $50:'(!!! I wonder why am I so clumsy? God HELP me !!